Books
Faith & Deconstruction
The Way of Integrity by Martha Beck (2021)
Leaving the Saints by Martha Beck (2005)
Wife No. 19 by Ann Eliza Young (1876)
Seeking Allah, Finding Jesus by Nabeel Qureshi (2014)
God: A Human History by Reza Aslan (2017)
Zealot: The Life and Times of Jesus of Nazareth by Reza Aslan (2013)
The Ghost of Eternal Polygamy by Carol Lynn Pearson (2016)
Breaking Free by Rachel Jeffs (2017)
The Witness Wore Red: The 19th Wife Who Brought Polygamous Cult Leaders to Justice by Rebecca Musser (2023)
Escape by Carolyn Jessop (2007)
Stolen Innocence by Elissa Wall (2008)
Lost Boy by Brent W. Jeffs (2009)
No Man Knows My History by Fawn McKay Brodie (1945)
Studies in the Book of Mormon by B.H. Roberts
Early Mormon Documents, all volumes by Dan Vogel (1998–2006)
Sea People by Christina Thompson (2019)
Combatting Cult Mind Control by Steven Hassan (1988)
The Cult of Trump by Steven Hassan (2020)
Recovering Agency by Luna Corbden (2014)
The CES Letter by Jeremy Runnels
Beyond Religion
Wild Power by Alexandra Pope and Sjanie Hugo Weaving (2017)
If Women Rose Rooted (2016), The Enchanted Life (2018), and Hagitude (2022) by Sharon Blackie
Waking Up to the Dark (2021) by Clark Strand
Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert (2015)
The Heroine’s Journey by Maureen Murdock
This One Wild and Precious Life by Sarah Wilson (2020)
Finding Your Own North Star by Martha Beck (2001)
Braving the Wilderness by Brené Brown (2017)
Soulcraft by Bill Plotkin (2003)
The Creation of Patriarchy by Gerda Lerner (1986)
The Radiance Sutras, translated by Lorin Roche, PhD (2014)
Dance of the Dissident Daughter by Sue Monk Kidd (1996)
Mary Magdalene Revealed by Meggan Watterson (2019)
You are the Medicine by Asha Frost (2022)
The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron (1992)
The Chalice and the Blade by Riane Eisler (1987)
“The Universe is made of stories,
Muriel Rukeyser, poet
not atoms.”
Videos and Channels
My Mini Mormon Story: Art, Faith, and Deconstruction (2022)
Kyson Dana’s story of serving in a mission very similar and nearby to mine:
Guest Appearances
Other channels that helped me:
Civil War: Christians versus Pharisees by Peter Bleakley
No Nonsense Spirituality by Britt Hartley
Coaching And Recovery Resources
My Coaching Practice
Pleasure Coaching: pleasure.coach
Coaches who have helped me:
Jenna Ward and the School of Embodied Arts
Balanced Living with Leah (Young)
Feminine Embodiment Coaching : SOEA Directory